The Coil

What is the biggest sin of all?
THe False leader who corrupted mind of it’s people.
Taking money as his own.
Screaming of destruction.
He the one who let babies dying of hunger, missing mother.
Caused ignorance of the truth.
Blind of the knowledge.
A leader who corrupt eating rotten of flesh his own people.
Hatred and suspicious.
Anger and sadness
Turned us became enemy of the earth.

I read many leaders who brought down his own country, his mass to doom.
CORRUPT. Don’t be.
You will pay at the end.

Below is the song from MuSE
TaKe A bOW

Corrupt, you corrupt
Bring corruption to all that you touch
Hold, you’ll behold
And behold and for all that you’ve done
And spell, cast a spell
Cast a spell on the country you run
And risk, you will risk
You will risk all their lives and their souls
And burn, you will burn
You will burn in hell, yeah you’ll burn in hell
YOu’ll burn in hell, you’ll burn in hell
FOr your sin

OOOhhhh
Our freedom consuming itself
What we will become
Is contrary to  what we want
Take a bow

Death, you bring death
And destruction to all that you touch
Pay, you must pay
For your crimes against the earth
Hex, feed the hex
Feed the hex of the country you love
Beg, you will beg
You will beg for their lives and their souls
Burn, you will burn in hell
You’ll burn in hell, yeah you’ll burn in hell
Burn in hell, yeah you’ll burn in hell for your sin

Meski saya tidak ikut puasa karena hamil, ternyata malah banyak undangan untuk buka puasa bersama-sama.
Phillip yang tadinya agak-agak "tidak bersemangat" puasa malah senang karena ternyata puasa itu bukan hanya tidak makan minum seharian, tapi ternyata malah banyak alasan untuk berkumpul dengan teman-teman untuk berbukan bersama dan sholat berjamaah.
Maklumlah, kita ini masih dalam taraf belajar agama. Walaupun sejak lahir jadi muslim ternyata belajar agama itu tidak ada hentinya seperti belajar ilmu dunia lainnya. Terutama juga teman-teman yang lain banyak juga yang mulai mendalami agama, yah sambil menyelam minum air seperti kata pepatah. Sama-sama belajar dari nol…hahahha!
Phillip merasa menjadi bagian dari bulan Ramadhan karena ternyata bulan Ramadhan tidaklah boring karena kita tidak bisa seenaknya mengumbar nafsu (makan, minum, marah, iri, dan lain-lain) tapi kita juga bisa having fun, untuk bisa ngumpul dan paling penting acara makan gratis dirumah teman bersama teman-teman yang kita kenal baik atau teman baru…hah dasar tukang makan!

Hari Sabtu kemarin, mendadak Ghita mengundang kita buka puasa dan tarawihan dirumahnya, seperti biasa kalau berkumpul dirumah ibu satu ini, pulangnya pagi terus. Kita baru left her house at 1 Am….waduhhhhh sekalin aja sahur kali yeee.
Phillip tidak bisa ikuta puasa karena dia sakit, Insya Allah cepat sembuh dan ikutan puasa.
Hari ini, tiba-tiba Jojo dan Zam, telepon mengundang kita berbuka bersama di rumah mereka. Masakannya kan memang kelas satu punya, ada kerang saos kedelai, ikan, udang kari nenas, dan kue tradisional Malaysia. Kali ini karena besok hari Senin, kita bubaran jam 10 PM.

Hari Sabtu depan, Mbak Novi dan Paul Leigh mengundang berbuka di rumah mereka. Saya juga ingin mengadakan buka puasa dan tarawihan, dan berhubung rumahnya tidak besar rencananya mau mengundang teman-teman dalam dua group. Belum lagi acara buka puasa di mesjid yang Phillip paling tunggu-tunggu, entah karena makanannya atau sholatnya..gue nggak jelas deh….hahahhaa.

Duh, senangnya berpuasa tahun, soalnya kalau dilakukan bersama-sama rasanya bulan Ramadhan ini menjadi khusyu dan ringan untuk dijalankan.

Sekali lagi Marhaban ya Ramadhan.

Ramadhan is coming
The month of pure heart and silent obedience to Allah SWT
Celebrate it to whom are believe it

Selamat Menjalankan Ibadah Puasa

Duh…ternyata tinggal dirumah itu membosankan ya?! Sejak 3 minggu ini, sudah berhenti bekerja dan cuma di rumah saja. Pertama-tama sih banyak yang dikerjakan, misalnya beberes rumah yang selalu berantakan ditinggal kerja, atau ngecek komputer…
Eh lama-lama kok ya boring banget….Apalagi tidak menghasilkan uang begini….Iih……sebel…sebel banget deh.

Jadinya yah begini deh, kegiatannya kumpul sana-kumpul sini. Sabtu kemarin, diundang lagi sama Lulu kerumahnya. Asyik…terus malamnya cabut ke rumah Ghita sampai jam satu malam…biasa sekalian ngeronda..hahahha.
Terus kemarin lagi iseng nyobain masak Soto Mie hasil resep dari Jeng Lulu, iseng undang Ghita and Zurin teman Malaysia yang mungkin  belum pernah makan soto Mie. Ternyata mereka suka, katanya aku jago masak…? Waduh….yang gue tahu sih kemarin Soto Mie nya nggak seenak yang dibikin Lulu…hehehe.
Hari ini sok sibuk, habis ada appointment buat second pregnancy check up…senangnya bisa cari alasan buat keluar jalan-jalan. Habis kalau nggak ada tujuan males sih mau nyetir keluar rumah.

Terus besok, hari Kamis rencana mau ngundang Lulu dan Mbak Anie ke rumah, rencananya sih mau bikin pisang goreng dan ubi goreng kalau ketemu pisang yang udah matang. Terus kita mau keluar makan siang di Fuji dan jalan ke Zona rosa.
Hari Jum’at rencananya mau janjian sama Zurin di Zona rosa supaya Kaela dan Sarah bisa main sama-sama…..

Wah ternyata minggu ini gue sibuk juga ya. Tapi yah itu, bentar lagi puasa (walaupun gue nggak yakin bisa ikutan puasa) dan musim dingin, mana bisa lagi jalan-jalan keluar atau berdayung-dayung di danau..ya nggak?

Tapi itulah, bawaannya pengen kerja lagi and menghasilkan uang bantuin Phillip…hehhehe…maklum dari dulu udah biasa banting tulang, giliran leha-leha malah jadi bingung…hahahhaha……

Week by week my stomach getting bigger and Kaela seems very curious about the creature that growing inside…
I heard lots of story from moms who has difficulty to explain how the baby comes to the world. What kind of explanation should being given to small children? A pelican bring the baby in her mouth? Baby come from Heaven? Or?….
But, the question finally came out from Kaela mouth.
"Mama..where is the baby come from?"
"What? Oh..uh….uhm…mm….." I was chuckled.
"The baby..inside your belly. Where is come from? How is the baby growing there?"
I stare at her for a while. Why did you have to ask that question? I cried inside my head. I had no idea what kind of explanation that will go through her tiny brain……Well, then I decided to be as clear as I could be with her.

"Well…the baby is made from an egg…."
"Egg?…" her eyes got bigger.
"Yes…an egg..you know like chicken egg that sometimes we cooks?"
"**???***" her face was lost.
"See..when mama’s chicken sitting on the top of her eggs then the egg become chicks. But my egg are tiny ones…you couldn’t see with your eyes….super tiny…"
"Then how the egg become a baby ..mama?"
What again? Aaaaaa….I thought she would stop asking. I grabbed the pregnancy book. Well…at least with the picture will make it easy to explain.
"Ok…see this picture? This is my egg and those small thingy are sperms…"
"What is sperms mama?"
"Sperms is…m….kind of animal…well..is not an animal..but they come from man"
"Oooo………"
"So, mama have the egg and dada has the sperms.."
"So mama, how the sperms get inside your belly?"

Kwak..kwang…at then my eyes got bigger……

"Well…through my nona(vagina)…"
Oh God please make my daughter stop asking……

"Wow…mama..that is weird……." that what came out of her mouth and seconds later, she already got busy with her toys.

I was like…PHEWWWW…….what a tense short conversation!! At least for me…..!! Couldn’t believe that I just had that kind of "conversation" but now, at least we over it. I don’t have to worry anymore.